written in the stars.

“A or B?”—- a short question nga niabot sa taas kaayu na discussion; from probability to demonstration on a glass of water. hala sigeeeee..

Is it just me orrrr…murag halos facilitators ra ang ga “like” sa mga posts, status, and videos about sa science camp sa fb. kung dili pud facis kei science teachers.. AND murag “croo croo” pa kaayu ang science camp kei 10 pa kabuok participants out of 120 na kinahanglan. Oh well.. you never know. OR i just knew all along na naa jui something negative na mahitabo.. na discourage man gud ko sa akong nadunggan ganina. tsk2. Planado na baya unta ni na week and super excited na unta kei ko kei maka zipline najud ko for the very first time (ako na ang ignorante) pero nadaot lang jud siya with one, “Guys, naa bayai possibility na….” and then habang ginayawyaw niya ang bad news kei unti-unti natagak akong excitement. Like a big smack to the ground..Kei ngano man gud na kung kanus.a na gusto jud kei nimo ang usa ka bagay, ayha pa dili ihatag sa imo, sa kana pajud moment na imu na bitaw gina expect na muabot. Life’s really a beyotch so you got to deal with it.

Well, I guess, there are really dreams that can not be, matod pa ni anne hathaway sa les miserables PERO i believe nga there is still hope for the flowers..unta. IF we could still make this happen..kasi nga diba, nasa tao ang gawa.. nasa Diyos ang awa. :) 

I just love stalking. I don’t know why.. siguro it’s because of my ultimate dream to be a spy like the spy kids (although i’m not a kid anymore but a teen so spy teen…but i still want to be a kid so i’m a spy kid) and being a spy involves A LOT of stalking and investigating and stuffs.. so yeah.. I REALLY REALLY want to be a spy SO BAD. I even read “The Gallagher Girl Series” which is about these girls who are studying in a top secret school for spies and they go on different adventures—- this series is just filled with pure awesomeness although i still haven’t finished the series yet ‘cuz i don’t know where to look for the freakin’ books. Anyway, although there are foreign stuffs about spy vocabularies there, it seems like i know what they’re talking about. It feels like the foreign spy stuffs just speaks to my heart no matter how foreigny it is (AHAHA, mudulot jud? O.A ra sab) . AND here’s a thing,.. I also daydream that I’m a spy not just when I sleep or when I’m in school but also at church (I know it’s bad but i have my own reasons so don’t argue with me anymore about it because it’s going to be a long discussion of conscience, morality, freedom and sin). So let’s get back to the topic…Yes, I want to stalk because I want to be a spy and if there is a course on this one, I’ll really work hard to be able to pass this course. I feel like I’ll really be good at this one because I believe that this is my passion. I believe that this is my calling (rowtheboat).. AHAHAHAHAHA. Ako na ang wannabe spy :D

kanang feeling na tungod sa imung pagiging bored..wa kei mahimo kundi mang.observe ug tao and shet, sakit kei sa heart kung unsa imung gakakit.an kei honestly, hastang ngil.ara. Maka.discourage kaayo. Makadaot gyud siya sa akong 20/20 vision.  Labi na bitaw nang abi nimo ug buotan pero gi.abog man diay sa sulod.. dili ma take sa akong lungs ang kaabog..hubakon ta’g samot. tsk2. Purely disappointed. :/ 

Thank you sa tanan naka remember. Thank you sa mga nakalimot. Thank you sa mga ng greet. Thank you sab sa nang-snob. Thank you sa mga nanghatag ug gifts. Thank you sa mga “ma-delay” ang gifts. Thank you pud sa mga di manghatag. 

Thank you sa mga nagpakatawa, nagpa-“sad”, nagpahilak and nag.comfort sa akoa :*

P.S: Thank You ng marami to this person who was with me before I left school, to my classmates na palalabs nako, to IV- Masterson people nga among neighbor, to my relatives in manila especially Tita Mercy who gave me gifts, to those who greeted me in FB and to my family who made me feel better and special, tonight. :) ALABYOOOO ALL <3 MWAH! :*

 Lami kei mag absent ugma. Gakahadlok ko mu skwela. If only I can celebrate the entire day @ home, watching t.v, watching movies, sleeping, eating AND more eating—— these my friend, is my definition of a celebration. 

Sometimes, It takes a lot of effort to get something that you really want. Kahit nakakapagod man, oks lang as long as it’s all worth it.

“Don’t give-up kung alam mo na kaya mo pa”.. pero kung kailan sumuko ka na, tsaka pa dumating iyung pinapangarap mo.. ANG MALAS MO NGA NAMAN NOH?